I lose control of a lot of stuff these days, and I know not why so. Earlier I thought about it in my shower. I reckon that Actually, I'm so confident that if I live my life is to miss that stuff when it happens cool / normal / reassuring, I do everything to bring them to room. Involuntarily. Unintentionally so, because I will like to pass my life, have a good job not depressing (so that would be to do something I like, not get up too early and not go to bed too late), having a cool guy, not necessarily normal but is in the same trip as me, an irrelevant and a little crazy, I will like also to have money but not too much history not to abuse it, always have the same friends until the end , have a nice apartment in Paris and nearby suburbs (Mantes I will fly you one day, wooden cross, iron cross), to travel around etc. ... Be free and happy what. Joy.
Instead of that, I have a job that does not interest me at all and in which I am working much (dangereeeux), I do not have a boyfriend but I am surrounded by psychopaths notorious (or guys cool but not clear in what they do. Yeah nan psychopaths what), and too little money to break me of my home. So when it's like that bah j'picole to forget and it amplifies the whole Total cacaterie of my life. What am I going to do it myself eh? J'vous like the wonder. Good
something else when cooloss even to tell, the Stranglers concert last night. I will not go into details, but basically we drank free (damn white rum filled to half a large glass -___-"), the concert was awesome even though they have not played Don 't Bring Harry, we went backstage afterwards with alcohol will once again leaning on the bar with Jean-Yves Lafesse Dani and then placed on top of the stairs to watch all these people, not realizing where we were . I think I remember that night all my life I was so upset .... And I do not think the only one.
something else when cooloss even to tell, the Stranglers concert last night. I will not go into details, but basically we drank free (damn white rum filled to half a large glass -___-"), the concert was awesome even though they have not played Don 't Bring Harry, we went backstage afterwards with alcohol will once again leaning on the bar with Jean-Yves Lafesse Dani and then placed on top of the stairs to watch all these people, not realizing where we were . I think I remember that night all my life I was so upset .... And I do not think the only one.
Mood: Frightened .
RB: The Stranglers - Always The Sun.
Pic: Dan Elstone.
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